Confessions of a Dangerous Mind

I was advised - no ordered - to take down my last blog because it seems it wasn't me - and it didn't read well! Which makes me wonder what is me? Is there 2 of me - one that's blogged and one that's unblogged? And who does one blog for - for me or for others? Because no matter how nonchalant I am about not caring if anyone reads my blog - I do have to admit that I get really excited when I see someone's made a comment on my blog and get equally disappointed when it turns out to be spam from a dating service! Which brings me back to - how much of me should I blog? Should I or do I put down like everything I feel or everything that I wanna say? Or should I be selective and only put down stuff that I know doesn't matter if someone I know knows about it. If I put down everything that I do actually wanna blog about, I'm not sure if I want everyone to know about it. I mean it's ok if people I don't know read about it because it doesn't make a difference to them or me - but I know that friends read this blog too (just 4 friends actually) and I'm not sure if I wanna reveal all of me to them. It is sooooo confusing! Should I or shouldn't I blog all???!

I mean not that anyone gives a shit about my blog but it feels good to write - to put down everything I feel ( which reminds me - www.postsecret.com is a must-see blog). But of course I haven't put down everything I feel yet - just skimmed the surface so to speak.